Destress/ Distress!

Phew! It's been a long time since I've written on this blog, but I've finally come to the conclusion that I need to practice my writing. I've become a terrible writer in the past 10 years. I must practice. I've also become inspired by my friend Chris, as he's a fantastic writer, and well, let's just say I've recently become aware of how far I've fallen. Eeek.

I'm going through an interesting transitional period at the moment. After a long pause of uncertainty, everything is finally working out! I've finally gotten a real job, a thesis going, and a peaceful living arrangement with my beloved cat Chai. I have also become acutely aware of what unbelievable friends I have here in Houston. I am so blessed to be surrounded by so many people with good and loving hearts. It's just nice to have so much love in the air.

My MCAT is coming up next Thursday and I am quite literally crippled by the stress of the whole thing. Like a deer in headlights I just cannot seem to move. I need to study more, review content, but I can't eat or study...just sleep and relax. (I know this is bad). As if this test weren't bad enough, I haven't been prepared for the effects of the month long absence of my beloved boyfriend Parag, who has been quite the jet setter! Sometimes it's disturbing how one link in the chain missing can really weaken one's resolve. I guess this is an ultimate test in self-reliance. We all know how self-reliant I am, or I should say you all...since I seem to forget that I'm actually made of steel. :)

It's Saturday night, just sitting in my room with my cat and staring over at my exam books. I think I'll cook up some dinner and then go sit with them for a while. Here's to taking an exam that I've been putting off for 5 years. Can't wait to cheers when it's over. Thank you to all of my amazing friends and supporters during this difficult time. I am really thankful for you.

With love,

Lauren